Random Musings
Well I was stumbling around the other day and i came across some things that tugged some chords in my head...
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above
[Chorus:] They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you
[Chorus] [Chorus]
Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you
Listen to each drop of rain (listen listen) Aaah Whispering secrets in vain (listen listen) Aaah Frantically searching for someone to hear Their story before they hit ground Please don't let go Can't we stay for a while? It's just to hard to say goodbye Listen to the rain
Aa...ah Listen listen listen listen listen listen to the rain Weeping Oo...ooh oooh ooh oo...ooh Oo...ooh oooh oh oh
I stand alone in the storm (listen listen) Suddenly sweet words take hold (Listen listen) Hurry they say for you haven't much time Open your eyes to the love around you You may feel you're alone But I'm here still with you You can do what you dream Just remember to listen to the rain
oo...ooh oh oh oh oh ooh ooh oh oh oooh Listen
Both lyrics come from a rarely heard and unknown Evanescence songs.... I hadn't even heard of them until i stumbled across a site with all there early work.
Now... scary as this may seem it kind of reflects my moods... in fact i took my first foray into writing the other day and wrote something kinda odd and a little scary knowing that it came from inside my head.
Two months pass by and it's getting cold I know I'm not lost I am just alone But I won't cry I won't give up I can't go back now Waking up is knowing who you really are
This mean i'm gonna quit and take up a job writing poems / lyrics... LoL hell no :P
But i'm seriously considering a complete change of life / employment / where i live... It's like i'm being called to do something else, the problem is i'm not entirely sure what.
Back to the present and the current, i'm looking forward to Kidsflix this weekend, my clones First Official Outing :) i am beyond psyced. My New glasses are hurting my eyes, i am guessing that it's because my brain needs to get used to them.
I'm wanting to go and see the Dark Knight, prolly wont get a chance until after i've been paid in 12 days time. Not that money's an issue i just need to ballance things. I'm spending too much on crap and need to get a hold of my spending to make it to DC next year.
On the work front, i enjoy my job and I'm finding it challenging, the problem is it's the same shit day in and day out, it has been for the past 14 years. It's why a part of me is considering doing something completely radical, thou i honestly feel that i should do that after DragonCon / Japan.
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